Day Two: Hope

I have this hope today. I think its for snow tonight but I'm not quite sure. Its nice though to have this hope because it gives me a preview of happiness. Is this hope here as a sign that maybe tomorrow will not be as miserable as the other tomorrows I have had? I can only HOPE it isn't.

Today in math class I got my interim... F. My new teacher is so bad and so ADD. He hasn't shown us a new topic in math for the past four classes. I don't understand why he thinks it is okay to not help us learn. I want my old teacher.

Day One LOVE

Day one in the life of me, Autumn. Today was hard again. I struggle everyday with finding reason to get up and face the day. Life just has no purpose for me anymore. Its sucks to feel alone everyday and all day. I created this blog to help me record my journey through this hard time in my life. I hope that within a year maybe, just maybe I will eventually feel more alive. Like there is a reason I am here. Like someone loves me. LOVE